Tear

Today, a tear insisted seeping through my face...
Resisted and said 'NO'...
But she convinced me showing my problems and my suffering...
I struggled against it, trying to vainly me hide behind a mask created by my unconscious...
And suddenly, came to the surface all the pains that I passed in life...
Everything a day dreamt to conquer and ended up going in the wrong direction...
Joined by a dark path where light cannot reach...
Felt with all these memories, the bitter nostalgia of a loved that was...
And each memory, I can only sink further into my corner of solitude...
Finally, after all that was "revealed" to me...
I went into dormancy state corny, desiring only to be alone with my thoughts and my sorrows...
It was in that moment I felt something that always accompanied at all times of my life...
This "something" trickled through my face desolate, without the slightest compassion my stunned memories...

And the tear fell...
 
Author: Dan Oak

Sad Days

Strolling on the dark side of the city
Just me and a shadowy company
Not wanted it to be so
Wish there was redemption on this day

Who knows what I search?
Who knows relief my day thinking about you?
Who knows can find me in the dark?
Maybe baby ingenuousness again?

For you my days become clearer
Forgetting the problems that life brings
Finding the joy of the little things
Bringing me and undoing what makes

Author: Dan Oak

Mental Confusion

Night haunts me like sunshine insists illuminate the day
My hopes were lost in the dark
With my empty mind involved in fantasies
I'm looking for something that will be my uncertain future

I don't want to live without you
I'm always stunned
With my supernatural fear of losing you
Suffer in silence

I look wistfully out to sea
In him I see your eyes on the horizon
What I see is real or just a delusion of my mind?

My mind frightening that just for you is revealed
I feel that sharp pain in my chest again
What a pain is that?

Is the fear of loneliness?
The sadness that fills my heart?
Is the anguish of not having you?
Or will the fear of never more see you?

My solitude only you can see
My heart only you can fill
My anguish only you can understand
My fear only you can undo.

Author: Dan Oak

Thoughts (part. 3)

Dark soul that is lead by the River...
There is something strange inside...
An overwhelming yearning for death...
His feelings were lost in the abyss deeper inside of each...
Evil spirits haunts you...
Trying to convince his fragile psyche that it is best to surrender...
To feel beating in soul the 4 winds that bring hope back...
And in the troubled mind, memories of that day were in life...
Because, you can't forget your misfortunes, but you can try to be happy...

Author: Dan Oak

Thoughts (part. 2)

Cold warms my soul...
Feel my heart no longer beat...
If one day was life here, I don't know where it is now...
That devastating cold around me trying to attack me, and he'll get it...
Because opening the doors of my lonely body...
And my dark soul cries out that it should not claim...
Because already died in life, now live in death...

Author: Dan Oak

Thoughts (part. 1)

Sometimes we need to pretend that we do not live...
Only dream..
The dream lures you but gives you ideas as you would your life change if you were like me...
You're leaving me bored...
Confusing me nasty thoughts in my gloomy soul...
Struggling to come out with the life of my own illusions...
Hoping that rises with the night and kneels with the dawn of the day...
Are you leaving me confused with the details that I try not see...
My dreams are summarized into something imperceptible to myself...
If the wind changes direction, the ship also changes, but if the ship changes course, the wind will change because of you?

Author: Dan Oak