Depression or Sadness?

“People think depression is about being sad. They think it’s just when you ‘feel down’. It’s not. It’s like a darkness that creeps over you and fills you. It drains all your emotions. It takes everything from you, and leaves you feeling hollow and numb. It’s not sadness, it’s not anger, it’s hopelessness. Imagine waking up and there being no colour. Walking outside and feeling no wind. Eating a meal and tasting nothing. Holding someone and feeling completely alone at the same time. When you’re depressed, it’s not a bad mood. It’s a numb, empty, hollowness that seems to never leave. It’s feeling alone in a room full of people. You feel like there’s no hope left.”

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[Uknown Author]

Invisibility

Like an invisible
I feel it all slipping away
I have thoughts that not give me force to fight

I feel that always searched,
I see now that what wasn't always so clear
I have the purest essence of sadness in the soul

I feel that the time is approaching,
And today I see that I have pains that never passed.

Like an invisible.

Author: Dan Oak

Silence

At the disturbing sound of birds in the morning,
A view to showy and untouched nature
Under all the splendor and magnificence of the sun

The afternoons are quiet and hours are slow.
The coffee brings together all in a warm conversation
And the evening rain makes themselves isolate...

At night, each of which chooses their path
Impose barriers, walls
Shortening the best moments

Thus, silence makes it abode,
Distancing the present
And increasing the desire by absent.

Author: Dan Oak

My Sorrow

My sadness has no hour,
Has no space, reason, size, time...
She is always intense.
She imperceptible arrives and conquest all that has in me.

My sorrow, ah, is an incurable disease
But that also doesn't take to the grave immediately.
Will consuming... Taking you all.. Even the smallest pleasures.

Then is noticeable, for all
Many questions, few know, no one understands.

Nobody knows what is going on here, and nobody needs to know
Because, knowing, will not help me at nothing...

And so I'm gonna following.

Author: Dan Oak

Brands

How many times you contradict your principles and accept something for the loved one?
Perhaps the best is not love.

Don't have cold in the belly? Get off at the roller coaster.
Don't have beautiful words? Read Guimarães Rosa.
Don't have company? Adopt a puppy.
Don't have magic? Watch movies.
Keep your heart to biological functions, not sentimental...
However, if you are so foolish as I, love.

In the end, the only thing you'll leave will be reclusive poetry in some insignificant corner without any credibility...
It will hurt, but with the certainty that has loved someone who certainly didn't deserve.

Author: Dan Oak

Heart

Nasty thoughts,
Cold nights and long,
Dried delights,
False smiles,
Vacant ideas,
Lost soul,
Emotional coldness,

Cold Heart.

What happened to me after my life has perished,
And my life were you.

I may not have physically died, but did issue of killing what was inside me.

Author: Dan Oak

The Rain

I see the rain that falls in the late afternoon,
And will leading, little by little, what it find by the way,
Making a clean and leaving only remnants of what was there
To mark the presence in that ground.

I see the tears running down my face at the end of each conflict.
Are uncertain, but deep, make holes in the soul,
And are taking a bit of every feeling.

As the rain that needs wash the floor
The tears need wash my soul.

Rain by rain water it soaks into the ground,
Tear into tear will gonna a piece of my heart.

Go all the impurities and prepares the ground for a new start
Go all the feelings, and the unique soil that is barren is this suffered heart.

Author: Dan Oak